Voice of Truth Radio

Hi friends,

Hope you all are doing well.

I just feel like i need to talk for some reason.  I’m not very good at writing blogs and such, but thought i’d give it another try tonight!

I am in the period of processing things in my life, and am praying that the Lord will see me through! I just want to be able to grow in Him, to trust Him with all my heart and rest in the thought that He knows best.  I want to be in a place of total surrender right now, but often find myself holding on to things that i should have left behind long ago…  Isn’t that odd, how choose hang on to some many things that harm us, rather than to hold on to the things of the Lord???

I am SO grateful for His patience!!!

I find myself asking the Lord if He is pleased with the life i am leading, and truly hope He is.  Oh to hear Him say so..  to experience His love and bask in His presence… that thought alone brings me peace! … And i hope it brings peace to you as well!! I know that sometimes the circumstances are all pointing toward another direction, but just rest assured that all the things work for the good of those who love Him.

Oh, Lord help me to trust You wholeheartedly in whatever situations life may bring!!! I desperately want to depend upon Your love and grace! Please make me mindful of Your will for my life and help me to be a haven for those who are in need, Lord.. and I pray that You will help us trust and obey You, Father in Jesus name!!

Amen…

Friends,

Thank you so much who read our blog, it means so much to both Aaron and I. And comments are always appreciated.  Let us know how we can pray for you!!!

Love,

Ana

www.voiceoftruthradio.com

Here I am. Watching Pushing Daisies on tv and thinking about my life. I want to be as honest as i possibly can on here. I am struggling. I am struggling with my Spiritual life. I dont really know what to do. I feel so terrible. So undeserving of His amazing grace – which i really am. That makes it all even more beautiful – the fact that I am undeserving of His grace and love and yet He still chose to die for me, and i love Him for that! It’s just that I feel completely fake.. Full of layers, wearing a mask… So … oh that i could find a way to reach to His heart.. that He would strip my layers away, just lay me bare before Him.. Who am I kidding, I can’t even get myself to pray .. How wretched am I??? But i love Him.. I do and i want Him to know that..

Oh, Lord, please believe me.. and please save me from myself and draw me closer to your great Love! I need you SO much.. more than life itself and i can’t live without you.. You’re the reason my heart is beating right now…

That is all I have to say, I think… How are you?? Are you having any problems??? Is there anything you need??? Please contact me and we’ll talk!!

God bless you, friends!!

Love,

Ana